Abrupt posts are the way to go.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @8:47 PM
sometimes i just wish that i can burn into the flames and just dissapear and fade away from the whole world. i know this is rather cowardly of me, running away from problems and yet finding the sudden emptiness within me.
sometimes i have this occasional feeling where i don't feel anything and yet my mind is thinking and wondering but yet not a feeling sensation wondering through my body. no bitter nor sweet, nor happy nor sad. yet my heart thunders a little louder than it should be and i get slightly worried, for no reason or what so particular.
i guess it's my human nature that sometimes we just want to feel something in life that can be slightly plain or dry, but wanting it to fade away quickly so that we can enjoy something else.
i hate this feeling.
it's hard to describe,
but i hate it anyway.
please let it go away
please let it dissapear.
